There's been a lot of negative emotions running through me lately, and I will admit that they have caught me by surprise. They started off slowly creeping into me for the past two weeks, and have progressed quickly, so quickly in fact that in the past few days they streaked through me with such intensity that I was left to wonder about the strength of my emotions. If you had seen me yesterday, I swear I was stalking along with a pulsing bolt of the darkest navy blue in my chest. Yes, I was angry yesterday. And the day before that, and the day before that one...
It seems to be a recurring thing and I am not happy with it.
Where is it coming from? Why do I feel this way?
How can I make it better for all of us?
Some things I know the answer to, but others will remain unresolved. The words in my last post have failed to remind me of how I am supposed to act. I keep forgetting. I keep failing.
I've tried projecting that "water off a duck's back" image, but ultimately it fades and that dark cloud of anger resumes in my chest, taunting me, overriding my logic with smoky anger.
What is it?
How can I make it all better?
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